the etsy model

I am obsessed with the artist profiles on etsy. The obsession started when I realized how many of them said they spend their days doing exactly what they want to do. This is a foreign concept to me since my life feels like a series of guilt-fueled have-tos. But it got me thinking about what I would like to do, just asking myself the question. For a long time the answer was "sleep" or "I don't know." I tried to be fine with that, with whatever came back. But I am slowly beginning to get new answers. Things like "plant some seeds" or "make felt." I had no idea.